08 January 2014

New Year Resolutions

96.4 lbs, 22.5"

It's the 8th of January, I do know that. I just wanted to avoid weighing myself for a while and see what happens. I'm a pound down from the last time I posted (in November) so I feel better about myself in a few ways. I'm staring at my waist right now in the mirror, it looks so fat, but I'm half an inch down also.

I think I'm finally getting back to normal. I'm so close to where I began when I started this blog early last year so I've decided to set myself on certain ground rules once more.

My old goals last year began at 100 lbs and went down in 5 lbs increments. As it is a new year I've decided to completely change my goals once more as I'm not the same weight I was last year. I'm glad that I stopped taking the medication as I'm quite certain I'd be still gaining weight if I were on it.

New Year Resolutions: 80 lbs

I've decided to give myself the benefit of the doubt with that, as 75 lbs is a bit too far into the distance until I get closer to my new goal weight. With 80, at least I'm just 15 lbs shy from it instead of over 20 lbs. Additionally I've realized that 75 lbs sounds like a trip to the hospitals again so I'd rather avoid that for now.

I'll be updating my Measurements and Goal tabs in the next few days so feel free to check back sometime. I'm glad that I didn't gain weight over the holiday season, unbelievably happy. New thinspo will be posted later tonight. Hope you all had a wonderful start to the new year!

3 comments:

  1. I hope you come back to the blog soon. I'm happy that you've gained perspective on your weight; also, I'm a little OCD, and eight is the best number for me, so I'm especially pleased that your GW is 80.0lbs. Good luck with your endeavours, and I hope to see you on the skinny side.

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  2. A goal weight of 80 lbs is simply extreme and disturbing. You are already a lovely person, and you are already very skinny. Please just stop with this! You are only damaging both your looks and health by doing this. You are already considered skinny by most, and losing more weight will just make you look plain sickly. Just get some help. You do not have to struggle with this alone.

    https://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support/contact-helpline

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    1. I'm not the guy/girl running the site, but... we're always alone. there's no real 'better'. life is simply hell.

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