Why. Why can't I lose any more weight.
I was at 100.8 lbs yesterday. I was so excited to wake up today and weigh myself. I was finally looking forward to being under 100 lbs for the first time in months. But yet, why am I still the same exact weight as yesterday!?
I haven't changed today at all. I'm still at 100.8 lbs. This is torture. I'm so angry. I should be under 100 lbs today. I should be lower than this. So why am I somehow the exact same weight!?
Why. Is. My. Life. So. Horrid.
I'm wearing my favorite skirt for the first time in a while. The last time I wore it, I felt so fat in it. I was trying to feel confident in this skirt but I'm still too fat. 24" on my waist? Please. That's disgusting. But at least I don't look that fat anymore. Remember when I had a 28" waist? Yeah. That was disgusting.
At least 100.8 lbs is better than 110.6 lbs.
And the worst part of today? I'm taking my sister out for sister and sister day after her summer program at the uni here. We're getting ice cream for sure and I'm fairly sure I have to eat a lunch with her also. Fuck my life. I'm going to gain weight tonight.
Unless I take laxatives. Yeah. I'll do that.